Mundanity; Holy
oh, what mundanity is there? what is the act of creation, anything but holy? is prayer any less holy, if it happens every day? What can making sure those you love the most thrive be, but a divine mandate? what do we have but each other, if our souls are lost upon death? What can we be, but hedonists, when the world begs us to let us be ground down into bone meal? What can I do, but carve God up like a roast, if it means those whose laughter echoes in my dreams, eat well that night? what can I do, but serve the wine before it turns bitter?
what can one do, but learn the intricacies of the form, if god made us like him? to soothe the burn of injury, to hold up the heavy heart?
what can we do, but sing? Sing like the birds, sing like a heartbeat drum? What can we do but love, mingle our words with birdsong? Remember our heavy-thudding hearts like the beat of a bassline, like the rhythms we use to supplement our memory? If the angels praise god, let them sing at my table. let them eat well, but I'm selfish; I'll serve me and mine first, and leave them the heart and brain and marrow. what do we have, but our song, our love, our ravenous souls, our arms, our hands-- the act of creation? the act of love? is there a difference? is it mundane, to sing, to eat, to cook, to love, to become, to create?
the mundanities of life are holy; i saw an angel at the butchers', and we smiled, buying meat.
Author's note.
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As I'm sure you can tell, I am an exceedingly normal human being. I played around with the format for a while, after once again being possessed and saying all of this at once to a friend, but in the end-- Paragraphs of questions spoke best to the theme of the poem.
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If I had to pin this poem with any particular theme, I suppose I'd say that it's about celebrating the small things. Making those little rituals important, making them into something *holy.* I can't explain precisely what possessed me to write this, beyond sheer love for humanity.
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I think my favorite line has to be, "If the angels praise god, let them sing at my table. Let them eat well, but I'm selfish; I'll serve me and mine first, and leave them the heart, and brain, and marrow." The reason this is my favorite is because-- Those are arguably the most symbolically powerful parts of the body. Let the wisdom and emotion and blood of god return to extentions thereof, of similar divine beings. Let them enjoy the taste. That's for them; what matters is that the ones I love are okay.
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